Monday, December 19, 2011
I'm a girl who seems happy on the outside, but is actually sad on the inside....
4 months ago, you've became my boyfriend. We see each other in school, different by one grade. You've failed some of your subjects and your parents didn't allow you to go out during school holidays. At first you called, but now, I'm just waiting for you to call. When I ask you to go out with me to Christmas eve party, you rejected the invitation. You said that you don't go to those kinds of party. I invited you so that you have a reason to get out of your house and spend time with me. Cause I know that next year, we won't be able to see each other as often as we do. Cause we will have different break times. And when I told you that over the phones, you seemed rather happy about it. It just breaks my heart when I heard it. I just pretend that you didn't mean it. But perhaps you do mean it. Am I being selfish? I think so.... But I just can't help it..... I wish that this is all just a nightmare.... Cause you seemed all cold to me....
Feeling: really heartbroken....
She stopped her pen @ 12/19/2011 11:59:00 AM
